Today I tried to disappear
tried to sink into the covers and not exist
The sounds of rain crashing against the concrete
and my head sunk into the pillow
The blinds open, and the light shining through
I breathe in, and the air fills my chest
I stop. I hold that breath until it begins to hurt
Then I release slowly and repeat.
I try to focus on my breathing and the sounds around me
Meditate.
Breathe.
Be calm.
I am almost in that moment
Where everything is perfect
Eyes closed, body limp
Perfection
*Footsteps*
"OUCHHH"
I open my eyes to my sister on top of me
Laughing
She smiles
I smile
This... is perfect. <3
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